Sumter S. C.
April 15, 1868
My dear Fuller:--
We have it first so cold and then so warm and altogether
so uncomfortable that I am afraid I shall begin to decay before
my time. I am longing for settled warm weather and hope to see it
soon. We are having an extremely rainy spring-time:--how is it with
you?
The last letter I had from you mentions your wish to make public
some of my effusions. If I had supposed the liberty worth having
you should have had it long ago. Of course I am willing that anything
I happen to write likely to do any good should be made any use of
you like. But everything I write sounds so stupid, it does not seem
possible.
This is the election week, and tomorrow night will
be decided whether we are to go back in the Union this time. The
Democrats are making gigantic efforts but they are likely to end
in nothing, as themselves acknowledge; but they think they will
feel easier in their minds for having made the effort and "performed
their duty to their suffering and bleeding country." I hope
they will. They will be likely to prove the truth of the saying
that revolutions do not move backward. Do you know many of them
are anxious for a monarchy. I wish they might get it--if they could
keep it to themselves. I don't like that paper you sent me--the
Revolution. Do you? I dislike its object and detest its spirit.
I have nothing in sympathy with Mrs. Stanton or George F. Train,
and nothing could be in worse taste than such wholesale denunciation
of everything and everybody connected with the government. Only
we of the South can appreciate this Congress I assure you. It is
truly God-given. Where should we be had it possessed the spirit
of Andrew Johnson!
The reason you have not received my letters so regularly
is a great change among the mail trains which I can only understand
in its disagreeable result of bringing my Boston letters about two
days later. One of my friends remarked once that everything in South
carolina was very sublunary-.-I think it grows more and more
sublunary as we grow older.
Ten thousand thanks for your contribution to my Mayday
party. Were you here the bright black orbs of my pupils should thank
you far more effectively. They are wonderfully busy with their preparations
and we expect a feast of reason and a flow of soul that shall be
unsurpassed and unsurpassable. I hope the weather will be propitious.
It is so nice that Mr. Tamblyn has gone, though I have yet no communication
with my associates. The trouble is partly on my side now--I cannot
forget their insulting manner to Mr. Whittemore, simply because
he is my friend. Love to Mrs. Fisk. Yours as ever
Jennie B. Smith
I have one unanswered letter from you--hot the last.
I do not forget it but wait for the mood.